apa nk jd aku layan jaa..

aku xtaw r pe r prob mamat swg nie ..aku ckp syg xmo cye ..t aku g kt mamat len ka kte aku men2kn ka lak .. owg da ckp syg 2 cye je r xmate pon klu ka cye ..

aku taw ka sje wat2 xcye lam otak ka pk bguih gak ptus ley aku bermadu asmara ngn phoenix aku pueh2 * kate mamat 2 ah ..

pe2 pon aku taw pe y aku ase ka pon taw kot ..

sndre mau pk ah!!

the true??!!

it'z over!!

since past 2 years i never feel epy .. he alwayz make me cry , lie to me , doing bad thing behind me , alwayz blame me 4 something i never done ..i still accept n forgive him coz i luv him damn much ..but then i start realise why i should luv n care bout someone who never care n think bout me ?? i feel like i'm the most stupidos person in this worl by letting myself hurt for someone who doesn't luv me ..it'z fucking hurt u  know!!

every single times he lie to me , he never said sorry but still wanna blame me ..still wanna compare what i had done before as a reason to escape from being guilty ..guilty?? erm mybe he never felt guitly for what he done to me !! watafuck man!!

i wonder how he could done such dis thing to me if he really luv me like he always said??  or all this while he juz wanna play wit me ..juz wanna spend his free time wit me ..juz wanna have fun wit me ?? all his promises is juz a words to make me believe him??  such a sweet talker!!  shame on u !!!

at first he left me for a stupid thing his beloved wife'guitar'.. i still accept him although it's so hurt when your luv can be compare wit a stupid thing like a guitar ..but fine i still can forgive you coz i really luv u sincerely from bottom of my heart. futhermore dis is not the 1st time u break my hurt like when you pretend not going to gig but the true is you actually having fun wit ur frenz at there ..no one can image what my heart felt when know u'r lying to me!!

now u already have someone special 'wani' ..but u don't want to admit it !! why u need u lie to me !! juz said it if u already have someone else in ur heart!! u can say sorry to her . but y it's so hard to say it to me??
u really2 make me down this time .. i don't think i can forgive you this time ..still luv you but i really2 don't want to be fool around again !! not you not anyone else.. no more luv juz hate!!

between LOVE and HATE??

honestly aku syg giler kot kt smw mamat nie 'R'..xpnh aku syg laki cm aku syg die ..

he's become my priority since die nyemak lam idop aku ..hahahha..
erm mule2 knl ngn die aku epy jer ..

kteowg start knl pon sbb swg dak nie 'P' ..atas urusan jualan CD kot ..
strt dri 2 kteowg mule rapat ..

actly R nie clazmte aku ..tp kteowg xpnh ckp pon ..
die jneh pendiam n selenge sket kot ..hahhaha..
tp aku suke jneh cm2 ala2 L 'DEATH note ' lor ..

tah cmne kteowg leyh kple pas lbeng kreng sbln lbey knal ..
aku mule2 xd r sgy sgt kot kt die ..

tp mken lame knal mken syg ..jd sgy giler ..
tp aku xtaw r pe y die rse kt aku ..

kteowg nie jap on jap off ...
lam 2 taun nie da bpe ribu kali tah ptus smbg blek pon aku xtaw ..
huhuhuh..

skunk nie aku syg lg die ..
still m'harap kt die ..
tp kdg2 aku t'pk pe y die da wat kt aku ..
ptot ke aku syg die lg??

'adakah perasaan benci ini sebenar cinta'??
'y masih bersemadi untukkmu'??
(koya yuna jap..hhehehe)

pe2 pon aku rse myb smpe ble2 pon die akan ad lam ate aku wlpon die bkn lg milikku ..:(

bye-bye JAN welcome FEB

erm almost 2 month gak r aku dok mah jer after STP ..so bored ..in the same time aku still stuck ngn same prob since laz 2 years kot ..so hope dis new month will bring a new hope for me ..hopefully ..:)